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Wed Dec 5

So for my final project I wanted to do something a little different.  All semester we have been talking about the everyday.  But what really is the everyday?  Everyone has a different version of their everyday, but I think that the whole concept of everyday is that it is boring, plain, reoccurring, repetetive, usual. 

Dictionary.com defines the everyday as the routine or ordinary, commonplace.  After some consideration, however, I think that I have to disagree with this notion.  I am sure there are many of us out there who WISH our everyday were actually like this, being routine and ordinary.  Speaking for myself, I find everyday life to be unpredictable, sometimes even uncommon or unusual.  This includes the simple aspects of daily life to the most complex.  It may seem like an everyday occasion, for example, to go to class every day five days a week at the same time.  Yes, while this may be routine, what about a snow day?  Or an unexpected cancellation?  Or being sick and missing class?  Or what about your computer crashing, causing you to lose all of the information for your project?  Or getting stuck in traffic and arrving late?  What about the big occasions in life, such as finding love, getting engaged, being surprised by a loved one, getting divorced, going to war, having your life in someone else’s hands, getting into an accident, a sudden death.  Life is not everyday, but it’s unpredictable, sometimes good, sometimes bad, but never the same.  You will never experience the same moment twice, be in the exact place at the exact time on the exact day ever again.  Each day that passes by is your last day for something, whether it be your last day of class, your last day in college, your last day as a teenager, your last holiday with someone.  

I think we created this concept of everyday to make ourselves feel better, to make life not seem so unpredictable, and to forget that while we may be bored with life, someone else’s life is being turned upsidedown,

So, for my final project, I want to expose this misconception of the everyday.  I want to take what we consider to be everyday and twist is around, giving a behind the scenes of what is really going on to create this everyday for us.  

If this doesn’t make sense yet, let me explain.  I want to present what we typically, as Americans or even as college students, consider to be the everyday.  Typically, we get up in the morning, we eat breakfest, we go to class, we have lunch and dinner, we do homework and study (sometimes) we watch tv, we hang out with friends, we go to sleep at all hours, and the next day the cycle continues.  On the weekend (or sometimes during the week) we go out, we party, we drink, we do stupid things that we consider “typical.”  We eat fast food because we are too lazy or too poor to cook, we go shopping and buy clothes we don’t need with money we don’t have (in a figurative sense).  We spend the “best four years of our lives” usually at our parents expense, and by the time the first year is over we begin to complain about how boring and routine our lives have become.  

We complain about the everyday.  We are probably all guilty of doing so at some point.  We forget to cosider, however, what goes on “behind the scenes.”  Like Shakespeare said, “All the world’s a stage, and all the men and women merely players.”  What we see on the outside is not always the true “everyday.” 

Consider this: Every 21 hours there is another rape on an American college campus; approximately 1,400 college students 18 to 24 die annually as a result of alcohol abuse; 25% of college-aged women engage in bingeing and purging as a weight-management technique.

Everyday?  I hope not.

Or, even consider, on a bigger scale, how many people never make it to college; how many people are unemployed and barely surviving; currently roughly 12% of the US population fall below the federal poverty threshold. 

Or, even consider the products you consume and buy; the hamburger you bought off the dollar menu probably came from a slaughter house; the leather shoes you wear came from a dead animal; a person in Asia or some other country was exploited by the US so you can buy a your sweater cheaper.

What about the uncertainty of life?  The National Cancer Institute estimates that one in three people will get cancer in their lifetime; 40000 people are killed in approximately five million motor vehicle collisions and other car accidents annually; one person commits suicide about every 40 seconds; one person is murdered every 60 seconds; one person dies in armed conflict every 100 seconds; 2 to 4 million Americans mutilate themselves; 32 million Americans, or more than 10% of the U.S. population suffer from domestic abuse.

 So, what I want to do is expose the everyday, show that it is not always what it seems, that there are hidden things behind the everyday.  I want to contrast the everyday with the not so everyday, people’s perceptions with what actually is occurring, in an attempt to rid this conception of the everyday.

I am not sure how to go about this, but possibly through Flash or some type of similar program, flipping through various concepts of the everyday, and then showing what may actually BE the everyday.  Maybe even ask people what they consider to be everyday, and then showing what is actually everyday.

Not sure, but this is what I am thinking and well see how it goes. 

Tue Nov 27
I decided to go through and cut out the faces of the people from the news sources that I found.  If you do not know whose these people are, then to you they may just be faces.  But behind every face is a story, a tragedy and a victory.  You may not know them, but they know life, just like you and I, they know what it is like to feel.  They are heroes and champions, partners and criminals, victors and defeated.  They are people, and their faces tell a story, show expression, show a weather map of feelings.

I decided to go through and cut out the faces of the people from the news sources that I found.  If you do not know whose these people are, then to you they may just be faces.  But behind every face is a story, a tragedy and a victory.  You may not know them, but they know life, just like you and I, they know what it is like to feel.  They are heroes and champions, partners and criminals, victors and defeated.  They are people, and their faces tell a story, show expression, show a weather map of feelings.

Weather map of Feelings

    Life’s a funny thing.  It happens all around us, and no matter who you ask, most likely you will not fine two of the same perspectives on the world.  I think that is what this project proved.  Although it seemed a little unclear and imprecise at first, when the final picture, or “weather map” was composed, what I found was remarkable.  We were assigned to collect news stories from that day, morning and night, from all different sources, in order to gain a wide range of what was going on in the world.  Now, if it were up to me, these news stories would be all about global warming, melting polar ice caps, endangered species, the Red Sox winning the world series and Hilary Clinton kicking butt in preliminary polling.  However, this would be very narrow minded of me, for I would not be presenting what was really going on, but only what I cared about that was going on.  Unfortunately though this happens all to many times, where the news allows its biased to be passed on the the niave news readers.

    While creating my weather map, I discovered certain patterns in my reasearch.  A lot of what I found was politics, mostly because of the upcoming election, but there always seems to be poltics everywhere, because someone always seems to be doing something wrong.  There were always sports involved also, because it is always some type of sports season, whether it be baseball or football or basketball or hockey.  There were also a lot of world news that were major stories, such as the wildfires in California, or Oprah’s school scandal, convictions of high-profile criminals, political scandals, and so on.  I am not really sure how this data collection worked towards these patterns, other than that they seemed to be everywhere I searched, not matter where I went to gather news stories.  These certain topics seemed almost unavoidable, and I do not know if it is because this is what the writers want us to know about, or if it is truly what we want to know about.

    In order to get a better idea of patterns that developed, or did not develop, among this data collection, we were asked to compare out “weather maps” to those of others.  I compared mine with Andrew Overton, and not so much to my surprise, his was very different from my own.  First, just by looking at the way the two were set up, immediate differences can be noticed.  I wanted to make mine sporadic, with lots of pictures and only catchy words and phrases, manipulating them to fit the expressions within the pictures, putting little writing and leaving great room for the viewers interpretation.  While there was some bias in my selection of news articles, I tried to pick random pictures and articles, drawing out words from them that struck me, pictures that meant something or that could arouse some type of feelings for someone looking at my weather map.  Andrew, on the other hand, took a very different approach.  His was very simple in its layout, with the dates piled neatly on top of each other, each scroll over displaying a similar layout for each date.  Unlike my own, which mainly focused on news articles, his main focus was on blogs, people’s own personal feelings, even putting in his own opinions and feelings of the day, some even depending on his current location.  For instance, he was at Notre Dame on weekend, so therefore there were a lot of focus on Nortre Dame.  His weath map contained more writing and less pictures than did my own, with paragraphs and quotes from people’s blogs, his own personal feelings from that day, own personal events, and so on.

    Andrew’s approach to gathering data was also much different from mine.  While I tried to find more news articles from places such as the New York Times, Boston Globe, CNN, and so on, he specifically searched for happy and sad by typing them into google news and searching for stories that he liked from that day.  He also searched for pics on sites such as flickr and we feel fine to display this happy and sad feeling.  One thing I liked about his approach was not only did he display things that most human beings would find as sad, such as the wildfires in California, the death of an actor, happenings in Darfur, and so on, he also included news stories that made him sad because they were news stories, such as stories about Brittney and Kevin Fed, which he considered “stupid news” when really there are much more important things that should be in the news and that we should care about more than celebrity screw-ups that have no effect on the world at large or our own personal lives.  

While it may be hard to see how patterns can be made out of these two very different weather maps and approaches, indeed certain patterns can be drawn.  Although my weather map contained more news stories and his contained more blogs and personal feelings, two very different weather map aspects, in essence they were the same in their foundations.  It seems that no matter where you go for your news source, whether it be a website or a blog, a newspaper or a magazine, it seems we cannot escape certain topics such as politics, sports, and tradedy.  These can take all different kinds of forms.  For example, politics in the news may be who is winning the presidential campaign, what horrible policy Bush is trying to implement or great one he has shot down, what scandal has erupted in the White House, one may wonder how politics can really be involved in blogs.  Well, they can and are.  Politics in blogs, however, may take a slightly different form.  Politics in blogs can be a woman expressing her feelings of inequality she may have experienced towards a man, the politics of equal treatment, or they may be a school election in which someone was running for student council.  Sports in teh news is who won the World Series, which football team is undefeated, who is taking steriods, who is being drafted, while sports in blogs can be a local team, or even competition over who will win the girl or boy, who is playing the game correctly, team rivalries among families, or even a child feeling neglected becuase their father would rather watch the football game rather than play outside.  Tradedy is an easy pattern to see wherever we go.  Wherever there is a winner, there is always a loser.  It is hard to open up a newspaper, go on a news site, read a magazine, blink an eye without seeing some type of tragedy occurring.  Why?  Because tragedy makes for good news.  Everyone seems to like to read about other people’s hardships, or to report about them.  I do not think this is necessarily a bad thing, because it can help people to feel normal, or like they are not alone.  Tradegy is everywhere, whether it be the wildfires that are raging in California, destroying homes and wildlife, or global warming destroying the environment and pushing species to extinction, or war, sending young men and women overseas to fight a battle that is not ours to fight, or even our own personal tragedies, losing a loved one, not making the team, breaking up, crashing, getting hurt, feeling alone and depressed, tired, weak.  Tragedy cannot be avoided, and is part of the pattern of life, for you can only know true happiness if you have felt true defeat, true sadness.

    I guess now I see where the happy/sad aspect of this weather map comes into play.  You cannot have the happy without the sad, and vice versa, becuase there would be no such thing as happiness if there were no such thing as sadness.  There also always seems to be some political aspect to everything, someone battling over something, something not being done correctly.  For example, while the wild fires are devastating, there is also the question of is the government doing enough to solve this?  Should they have prevented this?  Global warming is destroying the environment, should focus not be placed on this so this natural disasters can be stopped?  There always seems to be some poltiical aspect to everything, which makes it all drawn together.

    Through doing this, I discovered that there are so many different ways to look at things, to interpret things, to gather data, that the possibilities are endless.  Everyone has their own unique view of every circumstance, of every occurence, of the world itself.  No one’s perspective can be wrong, for it if how one views the world, their world.  Although very distinct, they all seem to have one thing in common: they provoke feelings, whether it be of happiness or sadness, of pity or remorse, stirring feelings of wanting to make a change or feeling helpless.  All of this data is out there because whether we like it or not, someone cares, and they all seem to affect our lives in some way, whether it be because a sports game or presidential conference prevents us from watching a certain show on television, or if steriod use creates a bias for those we know who are aspiring athletes, or a celebrity break-up makes us question our own relationships, someone somewhere is affected by these stories, whether in an insignificant or in a huge way, for they would not be out there if they were not.  What we have to then consider is what should be important, where we should gather our data from, how much bias we should put towards our data collection and how much bias we must realize is out there, and even getting our there ourselves to get the real story.  We cannot allow these simple typed words to control our view of the world, for it is someone else’s view that we may be reading about.  Just like the weather itself, while the patterns of percipitation and sunshine may vary from day to day, so do our lives, where one day may be bright and sunny and another day a storm cloud may be hanging over our heads.  This is the climate of life, and we cannot avoid it, but we must accept that our own views our not the only ones, and we must be open to climate change.

Wed Oct 3
Wed Sep 26

Street Tour

Taylor Ave- home of student avoiding campus housing (or those who couldn’t get it), crazy old women (according to local inhabitants), and the usual townies and families that occupy most any street.  What makes Taylor Ave different from most streets?  The fact that it end, with no outlet but to turn around.  While it gives of the facade of being a cul-de-sac, the circular end to this short street is actually surrouned by forested trees, rather than the usual houses that would surround the circular ending of the street.  Also, while it is a circle, it is much smaller than it typical of a cul-de-sac.  The circular ending of Taylor Ave similar to that of o cul-de-sac, however, may confuse passerbys, or in this case, turn-arounders, into assuming is it such.  No much activity occurs here on a late Thursday night, besides the few cars that drive by, only to have to turn around after realizing this street has no outlet or that they, like my friend and I, have missed their destination.  The sound of college kids partying in the backyard on their deck is the only sound one can here from immediate observation, besides the occasional sound of some chirping bug confused by the immense heat that it is still summer.  Being set apart only by its circular dead end, Taylor Ave appears typical of every other street within a 2 block radius of Marist College campus.

Desk at night, because library is creepy past 11, with all of my study books on the desk, quite messy and a big change from how it was earlier, around 12 midnight. Yes, those are two LSAT books, which have consumed my life and every free minute for the last month+.

Desk at night, because library is creepy past 11, with all of my study books on the desk, quite messy and a big change from how it was earlier, around 12 midnight. Yes, those are two LSAT books, which have consumed my life and every free minute for the last month+.

Desk in the afternoon, no change, because I spent my day at the library, so therefore I have not been at my desk, except to take a picture when I came home to grab lunch, around 1230ish

Desk in the afternoon, no change, because I spent my day at the library, so therefore I have not been at my desk, except to take a picture when I came home to grab lunch, around 1230ish

Desk in the morning, after having been cleaned off the night before so I can find my desk, around 8AM

Desk in the morning, after having been cleaned off the night before so I can find my desk, around 8AM

Fridge at night, after dinner has been taken out and eaten, a few leftover containers have found their way to the fridge, and a few jars moved, but not much change, around 830 ish.

Fridge at night, after dinner has been taken out and eaten, a few leftover containers have found their way to the fridge, and a few jars moved, but not much change, around 830 ish.

Fridge in the afternoon, after getting out lunch, not much has changed except a few things moved around, mostly the drinks on the top shelf, around 12 noon.

Fridge in the afternoon, after getting out lunch, not much has changed except a few things moved around, mostly the drinks on the top shelf, around 12 noon.